the grief in my happiness

This is the first time I feel your loss
when you're not here, by my side
years I stay alive with you
remembered the joys and sorrows that will not be forgotten
and must now be ended forever, forever

I'm sad without you
without your smile I sad, 
without the place to rest  I weak

Should you feel my cry Enough
but I'm not sure you know

I'm sad without you
without your smile I sad , 
without the place to rest I weak 


do you hear me, hear my cries
you know I'm here...expecting you......